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I Still Have a Blog?
I totally forgot that I had this blog, which I started in 2010-2011 when I was living in France. Now that I live abroad once more, but in Germany, it only makes sense to revive it.
I was brought back to the blogosphere (do people use that word?) because I wanted to have a writing project for this winter. I want to explore and log my life in Berlin. A year has passed since I moved here, and I feel like a different person.
We are always growing and changing, but this year was especially transformative. Writing always gives me a perspective and it feels so darn good to create and share. So here we go!
The winter of 2016 was a struggle for me. I transplanted myself to Europe and quit my job that I was far more attached to then I realized. I left a tight knight community, and moved far from my family and friends. I felt far from myself, probably further then I'd ever felt. After reflecting though, I see that time, as well as the present, as a beautiful experience. The world is expanding and so are we. My heart is opening up more and more, and I'm aiming to really just embrace it and explore.
In October, I started a 200 hr yoga teacher training that will end in June 2017. I want my yoga practice to deepen and become more dedicated. A word that I learned and have fallen in love with is 'Svadhyaya'. This means self-study or self-reflection, which is one of the five Niyamas, which are like commandments for yogis. I realized that I have been in Svadhyaya all of my life. It's a beautiful way to look at life.
So that brings things up to date. It's December 17th, days before the Winter Solstice and I'm ready. I vow to dedicate this time to go inwards, to embrace the darkness of the season, to let my soul speak.